you wanna know what i think about when i think about us? i think about what happens if it doesn’t work out. then what? we just go back to being friends? and then suddenly you stop making fun of me for the beach blazer. and i stop telling you that peeling an orange in one piece is not a superpower; it’s ocd […] and the next thing i know, i’ve lost my b e s t f r i e n d… why are you asking me to take that chance?